After I had have a very sick downswing some days ago I could manage to fight it all back. I lost 3,5k within 90 minutes, most of it cuz of a match vs a huuuge fish at 230 ending 1-10. Even after losing so many matches vs the same guy I still felt I got a huge edge vs him, but he declined to play more. He had a very sick run and hit almost every 5 outer on the river – and obv need it cuz he is such a big station. I quit playing for the day and sat down again next day at 230. First player who sat me was the same station who still got thrilled of his “great 10-1 win”. I think it was the first time ever that I tried to play obviously bad in a HU SNG, only to make a deal after the first match to play until 10 again. End of the story: He lost 4-10 and insta-declined afterwards. 
I’m still not sure if it really was +EV to let him win the first match, but in the review I think it was a very nice move, cuz I was almost 100% sure he would play until 10 this way. No matter if +EV or not – I was definitely not tilting when he sat me again, even after losing so many games vs such a fish only one day later. I’m doing pretty well at the tables – not only considering game skill itself. To improve my mental strengths even more I bought “Poker Mindset”, hope it’s readable and that it will help me to decrease tilt-donations after losing vs weak players.
Recently I played about 5k hands 4tabling RushPoker at FullTiltPoker, 6max NL50. I enjoyed the game and the action, but playing 6max bores me more and more, cuz of standard-moves you can see almost all the time. Especially at RushPoker where it’s almost impossible to get any reads of the opponents it doesn’t make any sense to balance ur range. Long time ago I thought the same about FullRing when I started playing 6max. I haven’t ever played FullRing CashGame seriously though, but even FullRing MTTs bores me to death quite often. Playing Poker means playing ur opponent. Heads-Up is the one and only game of Hold’Em where you really can enjoy the thrill of a Poker battle including ALL facets of the game.
The great donator I wrote about last time hasn’t played any game afterwards. Maybe he’s broke. Maybe he finally cashed out at least 30k.
On the one hand it makes me feel sick when I try to imagine how he does feel at the moment – very sad story of a 26 year old guy who threw away $130,000 within a couple of hours.
On the other hand people like him are the reason poker – especially HU SNGs – is a game possible to beat.
Enough for the moment – here are the unfiltered stats of last days:
I’m off for the weekend and will only play some more games on Sunday evening before January does end. Maybe I can finally play the weekly $215 HU MTT this week. Just one time!
Including rakeback I’m up $11,000 in January and collected 46,500 VPPs. Let’s see how far I can get this year. 600,000 VPPs would be a very lovely overall-rakeback of 45.4%








